I'll let go of myself and take flight~
The truth is, life is too important to overlook...
I look at the days that have passed...
I think I loved them...
To think....love was no more than that illusion
That I saw floating in the water so clear
Crystal, Gentle, Flowing
I took the illusion and carried it...
Slowly adding petals of dream
Perfumes of love
Warmth of trust
.....
But I never thought that one day the water would slip through my fingers...
Spill onto the floor....
And all that was left on my cold shaking palms...
Was the dried petals and faded scent sweet
That once was so tender...
As tears drip from clouded eyes
Once filled with the water so clear
They sting the cold palms
Tearing the skin
Causing Pain untold.
Sitting on the swing of life, back...and forth
Quietly, Peacefully
...back ...and forth...
With every day, we learn something. To love, to hold, to breathe..
To dream.
And we will soon learn...
That dreams dont always come true.
Like a shattered love story on one's lip.
Like a painful reminder of something once beautiful.
And yet.
The swing of life swings once more.
With greater height.
With more than just a stronger beat.
But with the sweet swinging...
Back and forth once more.
A bowl of scrumptious COOKIE dough.
Navigate using the bars ( the cool, coourful ones) above
If you think you need some lovin'~
By Pomplamoose Music!~~ below)
If you think i'll give you money, well honey that's just funny cuz i got none.
No money, ain't got no money.
If you just want conversation go somewhere in the nation, not my house.
But if you think you need some lovin, that's fine.
Cuz if you think you need some money, well you can't have mine,
and if you want some conversation try a pickup line.
But if you think you need some lovin, that's fine.
If you think you need a shrink, you're draining down the sink, go take a hike.
Ain't got no time for your baggage.
If you think you need a fix, don't put me in the mix, just stick to wine.
Whine, wine, whine, wine, whine, wine.
But if you think you need some lovin, that's fine.
Cuz if you think you need a shrink, well I'm out of time.
And if you think you need a fix, I'm not the fixing kind.
But if you think you need some lovin, that's fine.
P R O F I L E
~Who am I~
はじめまして~ The name's Niki Just Niki, not Cassandra. I love My Manga, and of Food too. Frankly Im quite the gastromaniac.
Has many BFFL. Big fan of cosplay and quite the cosplayer Myself. I <3 Music. And alot of things.The CURRENT Love, who by the way is
I currently study in Green Apron/veggie like School and is sec ....something. Around 15, but going up..
Niki won't tell you her class so if you don't know, too bad for you.
My B'day is the 9th of Febby. I hate a few people. And I know alot more than I should, I warn you....
S O M E
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
Well, I am 15+/-, so around those amount of facts then?
ONE I am, Yes, Quite Nuts. Have Nutty friends too. More nutty than me.
TWO No, I'm not a sporty person. the calve Muscles LIE. (Wish SF And NC will just leave them alone ;A;
THREE I dont like people that play around too much. WHEN I'M TRYING TO DO WORK. (Still can't take it.)
FOUR I want MORE BJD's (Dollzone Joe, Migidoll Shion)
FIVE I WANNA GO JAAAPAN!~ LONDON!~ ROME!~ (Japan and London complete. Now aiming to go, AGAIN!)
SIX I like gothic.Punk stuff, yes, But I also Love lolita
SEVEN I'm quite the cusser. (Still am.)
EIGHT No, My accent I know of. But no, I'm not British.
NINE Go to my friends blogs please. they, like, rock too. Oh, and Tag
TENANNOUNCEMENT: Im really sensitive. Deep down inside where the sun dont shine.
ELEVEN I love my iPhone. I love it so much.
TWELVE I love Jpop. However, I like Jrock too. This also means Visual Kei. I listen to a bit of hard rock and death metal.
THIRTEEN I play loads of computer games. (More than I look like I do.)
FOURTEEN I enjoy books and Cds. As outdated as they get. (THE CARPENTERS <3 )
FIFTEEN 世界の御姫さま.
T O D O L I S T
Nothing. But cuss about the sadness, the shit, and also to Laugh About the fun times with my friends.
My Friends...ARE AWESOME and FUN and always in RETARDED situations.
*sigh* Boy do I like them. AS FRIENDS!~~~~ I love you, my sweet~
T A G B O A R D
Tag Me ^w^
To dance with my eyes closed...~
4:10 AM - Tuesday, April 20, 2010
Updater~
1:27 AM - Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Wooot!
Fell outta something...
I knew you were a liar, but I didnt know you were so bad
Anyway, I'll be doing so much vocaloid soon, I think I'll go nuts :)
Nothing really exciting really...These few days :(
OH! But sports day.
Now, sports day was fun. We won soooo many things, including
BANNER! HAH! EAT THAT! PWNED BABY. PWNED.
2 freakin years in a row. Gotta love winning, at times :)
I'm going slightly hysterical recently, trying to sort alot of stuff out. Life sucks.
At times :)
So anyway I'm trying to score better for math. FAILED THAT ALGREBRA TEST! burned it.
XD But it was horrible. So anyway, I'm twisting all my fingers for better results.
And I'm really going to go for remedial.
DAMN...
>.<....
Thisssss sucks.
Fell outta something...
I knew you were a liar, but I didnt know you were so bad
Anyway, I'll be doing so much vocaloid soon, I think I'll go nuts :)
Nothing really exciting really...These few days :(
OH! But sports day.
Now, sports day was fun. We won soooo many things, including
BANNER! HAH! EAT THAT! PWNED BABY. PWNED.
2 freakin years in a row. Gotta love winning, at times :)
I'm going slightly hysterical recently, trying to sort alot of stuff out. Life sucks.
At times :)
So anyway I'm trying to score better for math. FAILED THAT ALGREBRA TEST! burned it.
XD But it was horrible. So anyway, I'm twisting all my fingers for better results.
And I'm really going to go for remedial.
DAMN...
>.<....
Thisssss sucks.
YAY FOR UPDATES
6:07 AM - Friday, April 2, 2010
Haha....aprils fools day was aweshum.
(this is roughly the aprils fools day stuff they did)
SF: Niki, I have to tell you something
N:What?
SF: Its about class shirt.
N: Shyt. Now what?
SF: Half the class want to pull out of class tee cuz they're afraid its too expensive.
N: *almost going to pull hair out* WHO?
SF: Haha. Happy aprils fools.
N: OTL.
anyway, I totally fell for it :D We pranked the chinese teachers, Mr Tang...but just not the others.
We got lazy.
Moving on, I've ordered my Black Rock Shooter figma. And its only coming in JULY. Pre-order much :)
Sinch's b'day was awesome. I bought a $40 Cake fro Caneles. It was BEAUTIFUL. THE CREAM WAS SO FEAKIN FRAGRANT. IT HAD CREAM, BUT NO! It was not Gelat [the feeling you get like you're heavy and flow and its all buttery and all that crap]
Well, expensive cakes do come with a happy happy feeling.
We also did something really naughty. Not that kind of naughty lah, pervs. But just...STUPID TTM. I wonder if they've told yam yet, but till then, *shrug*
Had a 2 hour long service today, cuz its good friday. I almost cried. Thats right!
Cuz when I saw the cross veiled, I was like...
*choke* ugh...*sniff* ngh...*hold back tears*
I dont know why but I just felt really emotional. It was good though.
After that...
NIKI WENT TO EXERCISE!
Thats right! Not for 5 MINUTES, OR 10, BUT A WHOLE FREAGGIN HOUR GOING 7KM. What more, it was at an incline.
I actullay managed to WATCH ANIME AND DO IT. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? 0.O
Woot! Now I feeeeeeeellll good.
So anyway, I'll find more to talk about if...well I do do something :)
BYEBYE
TEE HEE :D
(this is roughly the aprils fools day stuff they did)
SF: Niki, I have to tell you something
N:What?
SF: Its about class shirt.
N: Shyt. Now what?
SF: Half the class want to pull out of class tee cuz they're afraid its too expensive.
N: *almost going to pull hair out* WHO?
SF: Haha. Happy aprils fools.
N: OTL.
anyway, I totally fell for it :D We pranked the chinese teachers, Mr Tang...but just not the others.
We got lazy.
Moving on, I've ordered my Black Rock Shooter figma. And its only coming in JULY. Pre-order much :)
Sinch's b'day was awesome. I bought a $40 Cake fro Caneles. It was BEAUTIFUL. THE CREAM WAS SO FEAKIN FRAGRANT. IT HAD CREAM, BUT NO! It was not Gelat [the feeling you get like you're heavy and flow and its all buttery and all that crap]
Well, expensive cakes do come with a happy happy feeling.
We also did something really naughty. Not that kind of naughty lah, pervs. But just...STUPID TTM. I wonder if they've told yam yet, but till then, *shrug*
Had a 2 hour long service today, cuz its good friday. I almost cried. Thats right!
Cuz when I saw the cross veiled, I was like...
*choke* ugh...*sniff* ngh...*hold back tears*
I dont know why but I just felt really emotional. It was good though.
After that...
NIKI WENT TO EXERCISE!
Thats right! Not for 5 MINUTES, OR 10, BUT A WHOLE FREAGGIN HOUR GOING 7KM. What more, it was at an incline.
I actullay managed to WATCH ANIME AND DO IT. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT? 0.O
Woot! Now I feeeeeeeellll good.
So anyway, I'll find more to talk about if...well I do do something :)
BYEBYE
TEE HEE :D
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